JESUS MARY AND JOSEPH I HAVENT UPDATED IN FOREVER... MAYBE ITS CUZ THIS PLACE SUX AND I WENT TO LAMESPACE. Im not with Swayze anymore. Im with this FAB guy name Edgar omahgash!  Hahah dont get me wrong hes great... its just sometimes i dont feel were on the same page. lsdkfjlasfj   I still miss Alex but its all for the best. .. .. I think? 

Reality is the new fiction.And my reality is becoming truth... Damn im emo right now.  He asked me to prom.. Goodie.

Alright fuck man i think its time for an update. I havent had much time. Ive been sorta...BUSY? But yeah here goes. Today is Swayze's birfday. Im gonna make him a cake. Damn how cheesy is that? I got done with the play, i could of done better but over all it came out good. My brother Tito is here! WHOOO! Well its not like hes even here anymore since he just spends time with his fucking chick thats like 9 years older than him. She clogged up our toilet HAH. My mothers gonna give her a piece of her mind cuz of that.  I had a hard time last night... I hope i didnt lose a friend. But yea im focusing on straightning my hair and getting ready to make his fucking cake. Hope all you guys are doin well. Laters!

My GOD hes gorgious

I dont have many icons to post. Ill repost later.

Currently Watching Star Wars - Episode III, Revenge of the Sith By Ewan McGregor, Natalie Portman, Hayden Christensen see related

Time for an update.

Well i got done with the play and everything went well. I will miss all the wonderful seniors i worked with. I love you all.

Im at my cousins house right now. And i had nothing to do so i thought id do this. I have been getting my thoughts back finally. I am speaking a bit more. And well im in a small dilemna right now... I dont want to sound stupid or like im complaining anymore. But i just need more time for myself. I need to start thinking again. I am being more real though. Im not being so happy just because of anything. Im not trying to satisfy others anymore, im just being myself. And you know what? It feels fucking good... But hey. I have forgotten what i used to say. Im happy, you know why?Cuz im breathing i have my health and and im alive. Thats why IM FUCKING HAPPY.  I dont spend my time being so sad anymore. For what? Its gonna do me nothing. Being happy is what i have and if people have a problem with it then they should go find themselves and see the shit they do to other people. Im not saying i am made fun of (i am sure that i am) but it doesnt put me down. People just need to grow up and face the fact that people are different and that that makes this fucking world so interesting. So instead of "hating" why dont you go and explore whatever the fuck it is your ridiculing. You JUST might find it interesting.

Man that was a lot of nonsense typing. Hmm. Meh. To keep you guys occupoed i shall now post icons. Enjoy my fellow beings... OH do enjoy...

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fucking emo kids... hah tye make me smile cuz theyre so sad. Oh well. Theyll get over shit someday.hahah thats horrible...damn ddr...

Howdy howdy fuckers. Heres a pic of my two fav chicks. Alyson (let me hit it!) me,  And Tiffany. Very awesome chicks if i may say so. But yeah everythings been fine? I guess. Too much drama going on right now... People thinking theyre dying, throwing up, stressing out oh god... Hectic as fuck. But with me ive been a bit down lately but hey were human. We cant be happy all the time.

More pictures!

I love this picture... Alysons legs are so hot...

My blue nail... Shes so pretteh. Love her.

..:..Laters children..:..

I havent updated in a while... I know.. I havent had time. I went to a gig yesterday for about an hour. It sucked ass since i wasnt drinking. I cant drink. Im drinking anitbiotics. Dont ask for what, i just am.

The play is in two weeks. Damn. Meh itll be fine.

Im getting my hair next week. I dont know how though...
OK ILL STOP RAMBLING NOW. THIS IS THE REASON I DONT UPDATE ANYMORE. I HAVE NOTHING INTERESTING TO SAY...

thank you.

The oh so lovely Ewan McGregor

Does anyone else think this eye jewel think is just stupid?

<dedicated to Jose M.